Paul W. Jacob (Jake)
The Solace and Refinement of Heat
(Winter Park, Florida)
The fountain that had only dripped
with algae-tinted water
when he first bought the ramshackle place,
now overflowed with the cool torrent
of afternoon thunderstorms.
He, like the tiles he had laid
around the fountain so many years ago,
had lost that shiny, superficial glow;
they had evolved together
through a biological weathering
into something authentic,
like a rock garden
untouched by human hands.
His church was the falling apart
old Florida courtyard, and his altar,
the circular rim of the worn tile fountain
where various seedlings were planted
in clear gelato and sorbet containers.
There were no other human parishioners,
yet he found fellowship
with the many lizards
that congregated there
to bask in the sun.
Often, he contemplated
the tiny red hearts of the lizards
that seemed to be beating in frenzy
out of the smooth, white film of their chests;
though the rest of their form,
especially their eyes,
were fixed in meditative gaze.
Over time, by watching the lizards,
and the vibrant green plants
that thrived within this sticky environment,
he had learned to adapt
and to cultivate into someone else,
not a native, but a devotee of the place:
someone who knew how to release passion
by being motionless
and breathing through the skin.